The Day of Enlightenment

The day soul broke down , I cried tears of pain, sorrow regards, bad dision,shame, gulit, trouble, headaches, task uncomplete, goals unreach.Dreams that remind dreams,hopes of a better tomorrow going down the drain @ unhappiness is the mood, dam me! for carrying all these bags around, dam me! for letting so many people hurt me and not give them a piece of your mind.Dam! who, makes these rules for the game of life.It's just unfair, the anger grow with pain the tears roll out like rain,salty hot my breath hot .my mind so taughts going on, don't know know where to begin in this dilima of pain, too many years of letting people get the best of me.I hang my head down to long, got to breath, site now! ok,ok breath girl.what am I doing.what do I want in this thing call life to take me . Never made a big wave nor have I made a big splash! what the hell tears rolling out of my eyes.what hell is wrong with me as stand in front of mirror.than realize I am truly the breast of the field,crying for refuge in tha cold night in day.my soul has became ice cold.anger, just down out mad , do I want give up, which is easy, what hell ! I'll stay in this game.Fighte with ever fibe in my body for a brighter fruture goals', dreams .